When I was in fourth grade I was a bully. I hate myself for it I really do. I reduced this one kid to tears almost everyday. She ended up forgiving me and now we’re best buds. I was a bully cause I was going through some tough times at home. I know that’s not an excuse. I hate that I was a bully, sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve to live cause I was a bully . I don’t think I deserve to be happy, why should I deserve to smile when I made someone’s life a living hell.Some people tell me that I changed and I should forgive myself but, I still can’t help hating my self. Being a bully was probably the worst experience in my life. I was an idiot when I was younger.